The place where I lived in Vegas had a little backyard and there was a rock underneath some pine trees. On this boulder, I sat most of the time brooding over everything and nothing, smoking too many cigarettes. It was there where I summoned my melancholy, it was there where I cursed and fell. And it was there where I said: “Begone! Enough!”. One day at a time, with a fading scar on my heart. The effigy of this composition in the CD booklet shows a human incarnation of the Ouroboros symbol, further embodying the meaning and title of the song, along with the endless and surreal desert landscape. The rotating stars resemble the brisk passing of time and the immaterialness of life leading to the grave.
lyrics
When all is said and all sins done
each promise broken all vows undone
When all I'm left with are sore regrets
drifting and sleepless in empty beds
And when that rock there becomes your throne
to cry upon him weep all alone
Now I'm a nomad condemned to walk alone
to face my wrong decisions that I never can disown
Can’t stay in no town as they're all named for you
just walk to where the stone fell that I feebly threw
The world is now my home but here I cannot stay
and like the stars we once glanced at I slowly fade away
Our fears and daemons in the shadows lurk and hide
to seize upon us in sleepless hours of the night.
And they will remain feeding from the tears we shed
O' despite how often we look underneath our bed
Hell is indeed no place where we go
but something deep within us that dwells and viciously grows
You're shooting at me selfish bullets that you spew
but still I keep on running keep on running towards you
My eternal grief anguish neverending
My eternal grief anguish neverending
credits
from Era of Threnody,
released May 16, 2017
Nargaroth
Komponist: Brodträger
Textdichter: Wagner
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